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Jul. 9th, 2004 @ 12:21 am a song that reminds me of you.
I am feeling...: thankfulThankful for Sarah!!
Listening to...: Believe- Yellowcard

Sarah Holz- A song that reminds me of you

        Believe- by Yellowcard

 Download it and listen!!

               Love ya!! amber

 

Mono- I miss u!!!

Summer
Jul. 9th, 2004 @ 12:11 am Slide Along Side
I am feeling...: blankblank
Listening to...: All downhill from here!

 Well let's start at Wednesday!!

Wednesday- One of the funnest nights I've had in a while.. 2 cars- Sean's * krista me and mono* *MM's- Kristen curtis and veronica* We got soo lost going up there and everytime MM's car called Krista handed me the phone so I got stuck getting yelled at.. Finally making it to dinner with Fr. Gary we had a blast!! We showed up the the last 5 minutes of Bible on the Beach. We went into the ocean and saw a HUGE manaray jump over the water..It was SOO cool.. After about an hour. Sean's car went to Father Gary's house while MM's car went home. Father Gary had such a NICE house. He has a maid and housekeeper who get's his groceries!! and a chapel in the house!! In an upstairs room we saw a box full of junk but our treasure's. Father Gary said we could take some.. So a scapular, cross necklace, rose blessed by jesus and mary, an italian cross, a globe, some radio stuff mono took, later we were pleased!! I had an awesome time with Father Gucci and we r prolly going back on the 21st to hang out with him!! Can't wait!!

Thursday- Woke up read a whole book for the summer reading list. cleaned started another good book.. Plans got changed, watched second-hand lions--AWESOME MOVIE!! and now i'm hear! Nothing much exciting!!

                Amber

 

Summer
Jul. 7th, 2004 @ 12:17 am Another Survey
I am feeling...: boredbored
Listening to...: Slide along side- shifty

--Current--

Current mood: tired and bored
Current music: one year 6 months- yellow card                                                 Current taste: toothpaste
Current hair: a bun thingy with oodles of flyaways.
Current clothes: cheer shorts rocktoberfest shirt                                                 Current smell: nothing? i guess my room! lol
Current thing: this new song                                                                             Current windows open:  aim buddy list, thomas' IM,and Limewire 
Current desktop picture: a beautiful sunset
Current favorite band: yellowcard
Current book: i saw sooo many at the book store today..i want them all!!      Current cd in stereo: what stereo?
Current crush: jason
Current favorite celeb: kate beckinsale
Current hate: bishop lynch for moving f.g

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--Do I--

Smoke?: no
Do drugs?:no
Have sex?: no
Give oral sex?: no
Receive oral sex?: no                                                                                Remember your first love?:yea i remember him                                                  Still love him/her?:as an awesome friend.ya
Read the newspaper?: yea when i get the chance
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes.
Believe in miracles?: yes.
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes i can be when im in a good mood Consider love a mistake?: no?
Like the taste of alcohol?: no
Have a favorite candy?: gum.
Believe in astrology?: sometimes when it matches lol                                      Believe in magic?: i wish there was magic
Believe in God?: yes=
Have any pets: zoay ( kitten )                                                                             Go to or plan to go to college: yes i hope boston university!!                                   Have any piercings?: yes. but i dont wear earrings                                            Have any tattoos?:no
Hate yourself: not completely.
Have an obsession?: yes, these 2 songs! lol and this car--honda cr-v                Have a secret crush?: its no secret
Have a best friend?: yes,my siri jess n mono and of course george!!                  Wish on stars?: yes. and on the clock when all the numbers are the same.
Care about looks?: yes. sorry.

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--Love life--

First crush: who knows??
First kiss: this kid in kidegarten! lmao
Ever been in love?: i suppose i believed i was in love
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no.
Do you believe in "the one?": yea                                                                  Describe your ideal significant other: one who treats me right..
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--Juicy stuff--

Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes.
Have you ever been intoxicated?: no                                                           Favorite place to be kissed?: lips
Have you ever been caught: by a friend kissing? sry.charley                               Are you a tease?: some ppl would say so.
Shy to make the first move?: depends
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--Word association--

Rubber: tires.
Rock: my sox
Green: room
Wet: napkin.
Cry: me a river. oh.
Peanut: butter.
Hay: is for horses                                                                                           Cold: stone.
Steamy: sex
Fast: and furious
Freaky: friday
Rain: bow                                                                                                             Bite: me                                                                                                         Fuck: you                                                                                                      Blow: job. SORRY!
Religion: catholic of course!!

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--APPEARANCE:--

Hair: long brown                                                                                              Eyes: bu-lue!
Height: um 5'6?

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--LAST THING YOU:--

Bought: dog food, cat food, milk, detergent and softner
Ate & Drank: popcorn, seagrems to take a pill
Read: this
Watched on tv: outback jack

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--EITHER / OR:--

Club or houseparty: house party
Beer or cider: cider
Drinks or shots: neither!
Cats or dogs: DOGS!!
Single or taken: taken without the *name* so u can be single as well..yea its bad i kno
Pen or pencil: pen
Gloves or mittens: gloves.
Cassette or CD: CD..
Coke or pepsi: pepsi is poppier, but i like coke too.
This or that: this
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--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--

Kill: Osama Bin Laden
Get really wasted with: no one                                                                        Look like: a beauty
Be like: sarah holz..hollier.
Avoid: no one at the moment

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--LAST PERSON YOU--

Talked to: sean who was just in my room. -phone-siri
Hugged: mommy
Instant messaged: thomas
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--WHERE DO YOU--

Eat: um, wherever i get my food.
Cry: hopefully not in public
Wish you were: not in florida thats for sure.

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--HAVE YOU EVER...--

Dated one of your best friends?: well i am now
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? family yes- friend-nob               Drank alcohol? yes
Done drugs? no
Broken the law? everyday
Run away from home? onto our front lawn
Broken a bone? no
Played Truth Or Dare? yes
Kissed someone you didn't know? no                                                             Been in a fight? yes
Come close to dying? i dont think so

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--WHAT IS:--

The most embarrassing cd you have?:i wasn't a cd person                                Your bedroom like?: newly painted- lime green!!
Your favorite thing for breakfast?lucky charms.
Your favorite restaurant?:old chicago

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--RANDOM QUESTIONS--

What's on your bedside table?: cell phone, cell phone chair,glasses,clock, cup holder, remote                                                                                                What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night or early in the morning? water
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: jack.
What is your biggest fear?: eternity                                                                      Do you ever have to beg?: yes
Are you a pyromaniac?: what is that                                                                   Do you have too many love interests?: sometimes, not at the moment                  Do you know anyone famous?: no                                                              Describe your bed: yellow sheets, 2 blankets                                         Spontaneous or plain? plain.
Do you know how to play poker?: nope                                                         What do you carry with you at all times?: chapstick
How do you drive?: took drivers ed!! drive-good
What do you miss most about being little?: not caring about what i look like.
Are you happy with your given name?: no.
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?:a lot                                                                                                                    What color is your bedroom?: limegreen!
What was the last song you were listening to?:slide along side- shifty                Have you ever been in a play?: not that i remember
Who are your best friends?: siri jess mono
Do you talk a lot?: sometimes
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: sometimes
Do you think you're cute?: not really                                                                   Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? when they aer faking being it--yes!                                                                                                     Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: sometimes
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend , boyfriend, or your friends? friends..which is bad on my part cuz i dont spend enough with my boyfreind
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands? you go guyz!! or girlz!! i soo support u!!

Summer
Jul. 5th, 2004 @ 11:26 pm SuRvEy!
I am feeling...: boredbored
Listening to...: Slide along side- Shifty

Bold if it's Totally true, Italics if it's half true, nothing if  it doesn't affect you

01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with new things.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love my gauged ears.
06. I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner
07. I love Daquiris. ( don't even know what that is)
08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I like the Backsreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi. ( eh? )
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27.
I like cup of noodles.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen "She's All That" at least 50 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31.
I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33.
I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my least favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39.
I am the hottest guy. ( I'm a girl )
40. I have a lot of drama.
41. No one knows my full story of my life.
42.
I love my hair.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47.
I can't control my emotions.

48. I can't wait till New Year's. ( eh mono!! )
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'
50. I love my friends.
51.
Christmas is my favorite holiday. ( other then the wonderful fact that christ was born.. I hate Christmas )
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53.
I have had a broken bone.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55.
I love my laptop. ( what laptop?)
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59.
I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.( even tho I sing bad! )
61.
I hate cleaning my room. ( sorry im a clean freak! )
62. I tend to get jealous easily.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65.
I hate when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused. Innocent people, or people I know.
66.
I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68.
I love Play-Doh. ( smells )
69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I like high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
73.
I don't drink enough to get drunk  ( I don't drink )
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I love the Olsen twins.
79.
I'm gonna try out for the softball team
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Bam Margera is
AWESOME!!!!!! ( whose bam?)

84. I love the smell of fresh laundry.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
( omg yes! )
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I am still a virgin.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
( it would prolly be ugly tho! )
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid. ( specially for my age! lol )
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I can stay on the computer forever.
96.
I love music. ( wasn't this already asked? )
97. I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone. ( My mind think's up scary stuff when I'm alone )

Summer
Jul. 5th, 2004 @ 07:20 pm can't wait!!
I am feeling...: ecstaticCOME WED!!!
Listening to...: 1 year 6 months-YellowCard

Oh My Gosh, lol

I can't wait until Wed.! Me and Mono, Bible on the beach, and FATHER GARY!! It really doesn't get any better!! I'm really excited. Hurry up and come Wednesday!! lol

                            

Summer
Jul. 5th, 2004 @ 12:20 am well lemme tell u! lol
I am feeling...: crazycrazy
Listening to...: 1 year, 6 months- Yellowcard

Well lemme tell you about my night.

MyDanRadcliffe: update your journal..

                     Yes babe I'm updating as we speak.. So church was kinda sad cuz I really missed Father Gary..But I get to c him on Wed.!! yay!!   Mass isn't the same without him.. ErRr.. Bishop Lynch...He's the only one I can think of 2 blame..err.. but anywayz fr. rob and fr. proulx (pr-ool) like cruel but with a p. r pretty funny guyz.. I really like Fr. Rob. But nothing compares to F.G. After mass where they messed up (great chuckle) We went to Renee's and called F.G. he didn't sound 2 happy.. But he made us all laugh! and everyone got his number it was pretty funny they all whipped out their phones.. Good times!! Sarah is sooo funny outta know where * well i wont spoil our joke but it was pretty funny!! u aa!* Outta no where again she tells Danny to be quite.. That was definetly a first and it was the funniest thing I thought!! But all is done for now.. Maggie wont pee..cuz of the fireworks.. But life goes on! I might b reading next week..I just don't know! lol I didn't speak to The Deb. and I won't get to cuz I'm not going on Wed. o, well.. So overall I had lots and lots of fun Tonight.. Must do it again!! lol  most def.! Mono- You can't hide nothing from me!! Sarah- Girl u r sooo funny I love ya!!

                                                   amber

Summer
Jul. 4th, 2004 @ 04:04 pm tired and a bit red! lol
I am feeling...: sleepysleepy
Listening to...: Believe- Yellowcard
well today I went to the beach with Siri and Mom.. It was really fun because..yeah it was! lol it was hot and the water was cold so..ya.. Me and Siri went to bed at 4 and woke up at 8! So im running on 4 hours of sleep here guyz.. Tonight's plan-- Chruch, then wherever my brother takes me! lol.. We meet our new father tonight and no more Father Gary.. I already miss him.. I dont kno why Bishop Lynch has to move him to another church it really makes me mad.. Grr. Rocks of Indians!! yesterday.. I went to Lyndsey's then Renee's and we hung out then I went out with Renee and we waited 10 minutes to get a parking spot.. and me and Mallory were just laughing.. it was funny.. lol Mallory is a funny girl! to bad she lives in Colorado.. Then after that we picked up Siri.. after we got lost and my brother yelled at me.. We got Sean's film from Notre Dame which him and Alex got their camera's mixed up..but o well.. Cool pictures.. half the time.. my brother isn't the best photographer.. Me n Siri got ice-cream an I talked to Mono alot and got info on this situation..lmao! and yea me and siri messed around and read stuff Clay sent us about him n his x fighting..gotta say funniest crap i ever read..especially with siri's immitations.. Ok well this is a long enough update..I have water in my ear and it's bugging me by the way..lol Amber
Fairy
Jul. 2nd, 2004 @ 09:46 pm Bo0o0ored!!
I am feeling...: boredand waiting..lol
Listening to...: In too deep- Sum 41
I have never been more bored in my life!! Sean is on his way home after they missed their flight.. It should be idk how long!! Geez..Teens!! lol jk!! Went to Pets Mart.. 80$ later we r loaded up on all the cat litter and toys we need!! I dislike cats alot!! Thomas-- Ur a good friend!! I thank god for having you!! I'm awfully bored! I wanna leave! lol... I'll be going now!!
amber
Fairy
Jul. 2nd, 2004 @ 01:26 pm so sad..
I am feeling...: sadsad
A girl and guy were speeding on a motorbike over 100 mph on the road...
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared!
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: I love you. Please, slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
-girl hugs him-
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.

In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes were broken, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug him one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would have a chance to survive even though it meant that he would certainly die. If there's anyone in your life that you love this much, post this word for word in your journal.
Fairy
Jun. 27th, 2004 @ 11:28 pm home again!!
I am feeling...: cheerfulYet Sad...
Well I'm back home.. And tomorrow my brother and friends r leaving!! For 5 days!! I'm going to redo my whole room in that amount of time.. Lime Green and Blue its going to look SOOO awesome.. I hope!! lol!! Then Jason comes back Saturday or Sunday.. I dont know which one?! lol Tonight was Father Gary's going away party.. So sad!! me and nick were robots!! So funny!! Well Mono and Sara I'm going to miss u 2!! and jeff justine lyndz and of course my brother! I wanna go with you guyz!!! but i g2 go do my brothers clothes.. I'm sucha good sissy!! Love
amber
Fairy